First time working~

Hi people, it's me again after so long~ I'll be telling you guys about my experience throughout during my first time working- The events that occured... I was actually pretty nervous about my first time working and it’s for a catering event. What made it worse was that it is a pretty big event where you have to meet and serve a large group of people. At the beginning, I was actually pretty reluctant to go and work because of the timing as I am doing C.I.P early next morning which will probably make my body too tired. But what had kept me ‘enthusiastic’ about the job was I could apply what I had learnt in my poly into real life working conditions and I had also wanted to experience what it’s like to be working behind the scenes during a dinner function. During the day of the job itself, my friend had originally wanted to meet up together but it was also with other friends also which had made me pretty reluctant as I don’t like to go out in mixed groups of friends as it’s very troublesome plus I don’t wanna waste the tiny amount on transport fare to go to the meeting place. But after meeting them, things went pretty well I suppose which had somehow changed my overall perception of such outings for now BUT I still have my reservations. Guess I'm kinna anti-social then? When we had reached the place where the catering event was to be help which was the Singapore Expo, we had actually gone to the wrong meeting place as my friends and I had gone to the meeting place where those hired by the agency are supposed to meet. We ended up walking quite some distance and even asked the concierge in the expo for directions to our meeting place which was the expo loading bay. My friends and I ended up reaching the place ‘late’ I suppose but luckily for us, the ones in charge are still taking down attendance of the hired waiters but we were one the last few to take down our attendance.. hahas. After the attendance taking, we sat down for a while before we went to place our bags inside the café for safety purposes before sitting back down together again. After a while, the manager called us up and separated us into groups. Sadly enough, I was separated from my friend( plus one of my friends was from the agency side so he wasn't there also) and I was placed together with my new friend. The group that I was placed in was pretty unique as it has only 4 boys and 6 girls so we were lacking of boys who are supposed to act as runners to carry the food. We were briefly introduced to our team manager and he gave us an detailed instruction what what we were supposed to do like how to carry the various courses and handling of trays, checking of table setting and how to properly serve the guests. ‘Luckily’ enough, my new friend and I were made to do slave labour by the team manager and some of the event coordinators like the carrying and placement of the ice packs into the proper position and the carrying of heavy water jugs via trolleys and placing them in the correct position. One problem that I had encounterd was that I don’t quite understand the ‘pronunciation’ or the words of what we were supposed to do by one of the Chinese event coordinators :p After all that slave labor, my friends and I were released for a long lunch or dinner break to prepare for the actual service which was going to start soon. The food offered was rather simple: Some rice, noodles and chicken/fish nuggets that’s all and I took double portions hahas :p My friends and I then went to talk for a while and my friends was discussing about his difficulty of getting a clean and proper break from his ex-girlfriend but she had still wanted to attend a class outing which was gonna happen soon. After the meal, we began the final preparations which was the placing of the bread and ‘appetizer’ which flooded the entire table.. Oh my.. That had indeed caused some minor problems in placing the food on the table. After that we had waited some time before the guests started coming in and we were made to stand and wait for the guests to come for so so so so long and I had to deal with the ‘funky’ music whicle standing and waiting :/ When the guests actually arrived, we had to place the napkins on their legs and asked for their preference of drinks. Some guests were well-dressed while some were dressed rather fancily which really appealed out or were just hilarious :p What made the whole thing really fun was the actually serving of food to the guests. During the queuing up to carry the food, we were just playing around and were just discussing about some stuff and the food that they had served. It was really interesting during those times. Soon after we had carried the food into the eating area, the servers( which were the girls except for one) were very efficient as they had helped to carry the food to serve to the various guests in sequence starting from the last table furthest from the door to the kitchen. We, the runners and the sercers had formed pretty good combos as we had performed our jobs efficiently. We had also assisted each other in the handling of drinks and the clearing of plates from the guests table. Inevitably, we had encounted troublesome guests which were creating trouble by asking for things such as food or drinks and hen rejecting them after we had prepared and carried it to them. Despet that, the guests were pretty good and they were dancing along the rick Ashley’s wonderful and ‘hilarious’ as he had told the guests to stand up and shake their asses LOLOLOLOLOLOL! Overall, it was an rather enjoyable working experience despite the fact that I had regrettably not exchanged numbers with them and one the girls were pretty nice too. We met up together afterwards and went to take attendance again before we received our pay directly. It was a rather ‘fun celebration’ afterwards and we went our separate ways as we had missed our last train of the day amd the taxi fare was rather expensive- $10 surcharge OMG. I had ended up taking the same cab with my new friend back home because my friends had ABANDONED me to go walking all the way from Choa Chu Kang area… Siao sia I really do hope that I can have more chances of working at such catering events :D To infinity and beyond~~~

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Hehe, I don't really know what kind of life am i leading now because I am still haven't really gotten that certain feel* of mine yet... So, I try to spend some time at home trying to workout and train my body in the worst possible way ever so as to become stronger and hopefully not do much funny stuff. But somehow I always find some weird pimples on the muscle parts which I really train..hahas...There one thing I have done which I had stopped long ago and that is meditate. Whenever I meditate, I can finally cool down and be myself again and start to slowly gain back my skills... Meditation at least helps me to stay in reality and not drift off to my illusions... And now I'm just stuck at home doing my usual stuff and my aunt and mom are thinking of sending me to a psychologist or some doctor becus they ALWAYS try to get me pissed at them and I don't act as per normal in front of them becus of that.... I really feel that it's screwed man. And I'm sort of protecting myself from them becus I overheard my aunt talking abt it Well, this is goodbye... For now =D

Changes...

I am kind of ashamed of myself ever since O'shave ended. The mind barriers that I had put in place are still there in my mind. I really want to remove those barriers so that I can be normal again. But everytime I tried to be my normal self I would end up falling prey to those mental barriers. It's realli hard trying to remove those barriers because I had used those barriers to protect and defend myself from danger. Maybe I would just try to switch back to being a right brainer and just do things normally. All this is just screwed up.If someone tries to challenge me mentally, I would make sure that they would fall prey under my mental traps... Some of the traps are simple and nice but some are just deadly... Depends on the nature of the situation. But I guess I have to remove those barriers completely and activate them IF I am in danger...Haix...I have also changed my diet due to my screwed up mom and she is trying to control my gaming life and life using her screwed up medical brain which I realli hate. Seriously, not everyone including me likes this kind of thing and perhaps I have inherited this personality from her. Dammit!!!! Goodbye and I WILL fulfill one of my promise to my good friend

Life during O's

Wow I have forgotten how long has it been since I was away from blogging. I have just finished my O-Levels a week ago and I'm really not happy duringthe O-Level period.I knew that my results were kinna bad and I knew that I had to take drastic actions in order to turn things around.I was really very determined to be the overall underdog this time around and really prove my school around and give everyone a huge surprise. I had finally regained back that kind of concentration that I used to have when I was in lower secondary but I have ignored or overlooked one thing-FRIENDSHIP! I was so desperate and determined and I had lost sight and almost lost my friendship with my friends. There was one thing which I did to mind which was realli unforgivalble,against normal circumstances* and come asa surprise to many people around me. I manipulated the hatred inside my body and I exploited it to force my whole body to study. It was just hell because those thoughts had filled my whole mind with anger and regret.Whenever I knew that I had lost marks during a paper,My whole body would just get very frustrated for why didn't I get that particular question correct and stuff. One of the worst came during the e-maths paper 2 where I fell sick.I realli had no choice but to manipulate a kind of devilish function inside of me to survive the paper.I was prepared to risk my health and everything for the paper and I realli almost did. And the rest of the period was just shitty man. I realli didn't like it.But overall I'm just glad that it's over. But now, how can I get back to my friends and integrate into society again?

Deep In concentration

Finally after such a long time, I have regain back my fateful and serious concentration back in my eyes again. But the only thing is that I feel that my whole personality is gonna change because of the new found* concentration in my eyes. Perhaps this is part of growing up. But at least I can do some useful stuffs now :D. Now the only thing that I don't really hope for is to overwork my body again till I lose myself in some deep shit again. I really don't want to take some stupid chances again and be a failure. I want to at least do some useful things in life. Perhaps I put too much thought into my eyes now. But seriously, I feel kind of empty, solemn and kind of sad with a tinge of happiness in myself right now. Hmmm..... I really think that this june holiday is really gonna change me forever~

Unhappiness

I never thought that I would return back to my blog. Maybe it's because I haven't realli been using it :/ .... So much have happened this few days. I hav finally stepped down from my cca activities and i feel so great about it =D ... But i have to focus on studies sia. I'm realli not nhappy about my chinese prelim results cause I noe that i coud hav gotten much higher!!!!!!!!!!! I'm also nt happy wif my mom cus she perposely told me my maths test results when i DUN WANT HER TOO!!!!!!!! HATE HER LAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm realli unhappy but i dun't wanna express myself. It is either people noe that I'm unhappy then they dun wanna do anyting abt it or they realli dun noe that I'm realli unhappy becus i always keep my sadness and unhappiness under wraps my smiles. But I guess that i need some time to recover from this trauma and then i will slowly go hardcore and win some bitches and realli show ppl what I'm realli made of! But i realli nid a break now :/ That's it for now

2011

This is the start of the new year and I still don't know whether will it go rite for me... This is the final year in secondary school for me. I have made a resolution that I would not procrastinate anyway but I keep having a weird feeling in my soul like something unexpected will always happen to me in this fateful year 2011. I hope that I will do well in both my studies and CCA but the only sad thing is that despite all my hardwork in my cca, I still don't get recognise for what I did. I don't whether issit because of last year the national police annual parade in which I wanted to quit because of my studies then they have a bad impression on me. Or was it because of one of my fren which cause my downfall which is like a teacher's pet. :/.... He never realli do anything and yet he gets nomitated for every mother fking gd ting in the cca and yet there are a few people like me who nvr get nominated for anything at all. I am not jealous or anyting because I noe that this kindof stuff is abit screwed up since last year so I will just try my best in both my my studies and CCA,.a ahaope that I can do as well as my brother man as to not let my parents look down on me and also not to let anyone down....

Hahas

Yes, I hav finally completed my holiday homework and can slack and focus on what I want like CCA and slacking

It's been so long........

It's been a long time since I last used com or internet to do tings.....There are so many toublesome tings goin on in my mind now :(....I was angry and sad for don't noe how many countless times....Somemore I have been made to stay back in sch till 6.30pm every weekday juz to study!!!!!!!! I can oni go when I have tution all tis.'..So unfair!!!!!!!1 It's nt as if I'm back in my studies or anyting....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....And still nid to do so many tings :(

Return back to sch...Sianzzz...

The sch holidays has ended and sch for the 1st day was quite fun cus it was very slack...Played around alot and the new canteen food available at the canteen cus the other vendors was acker unreasonably.....But sch today was quite fun and I suddenly fell sick and I 'm nt feeling much better man :(......

Hmmm.... :D

It's been such a long time since I last posted someting. At last my exams are over and can slack for awhile now before I continue with my usual life....My results are oni okok not that gd....But at least can go out slack man XD....but slacking too much can be seriously boring!...But playing my psp can always be my remedy since it's fixed XD....Haha....But there's two tings I like...Is going out with my friends and slacking off :D

Sianz......

CCA step down creremony has ended and sec 3's have now taken over their ccas...This is whr hell truly begins for sec 3's...plus still must totally concentrate on my studies to pull my marks to as high as my marks last year....So hard and tiring....PLus tis year cross country the competition is so fierce wif the bball boys which r super fast r running...Last year they did not run bcus of comp...Comp so fierce man...Luckily I am doin duty....Few reasons is bcus of my shoulder injury and I oso cnt run fast cnt get anyting at all....Plus still got some ppl not happy bcus of cca posting results...I am taking sec 2s wif waikin and zachary and some taking sec 1s tis year n next year...so many conflicts for nthing man....

Bad luck....

I have suffered from a whole week of bad luck man...so unlucky man....Still everything is still nt goin my way....So unlucky and I am goin to double up what I have done man....So unlucky....Strangely enuf...I feel someting strange in my heart man...Nvm but yings r still very hectic for me!!!!!!!!!! Screwes man...Sian....Everyday is so BORING!!!!!!!!!
Gdbye..wait for my next post...

Tired....

Today was my total defence day and it was pretty tiring man...even though I did have to participate in the skip....But still must wear uniform all day....Furthermore, I was kept busy all day until at night then I was free to prepare my uniform and make my fake batons....N to polish my boots of cus....Thus I slept at abt 2am at night....Strange thing is for some reason,I woke up at 5am for nothing man...N brush my teeth and wash my face....Then When I rested,I almost got up late bcus I overrested cus I oni slept for 3 hrs....So tired...I still must revise my work...I actually did not have to slp yesterday if I had revised my schwork man then I decided to go to slp or my parents will confirm scold me to hell...My past few days was quite unlucky man...SUPER SUAY MAN cus nthing went the way I wanted and I almost got into trouble wif a teacher....Don't want to talk abt it.....Gdbye

So busy.....

My results are cetainly not looking gd for me man....They are not my idea results...and i heard from my fren that must score 70 percent or more or i wil drop back NA...WTH...even some express pupils cnt get 70percent man...Those who get is top few percent man....Furthermore I am kept busy with both CCA and schoolwork man....There is so many things that I will be kept busy Till the end of my Mid-year-Examinations...Shit man...So busy!!! Somemore since I have my cca annual parade which fall on my AP days, I will have to study my sciences:Biology and Chemistry. Now I will have to do those worksheets and then brush up on my other subjects....shit lah....I will have to show my true work and determination which I had not use for quite some time....I will have to study everyday and brush up on watever I nid in order to score higher....

Busy......And fun man ^_^

Aiya...my common tests are comming man and I am goin to be busy 100% man wif schoolwork,CCA and common tests....I wonder how am i goin to manage all tat and furthermore my arm injury is comming back and i don't noe how to treat it man...Even my mother cannot do anyting abt it...Looks like I have to deal wif it all alone man even if is takes me 4ever to treat it.Sec 3 life is very tiring man wif cca and school work pilling up day by day. I really have to go full swing into serious concentration mode man if I want to graduate at sec 4 wif my classmates now....And The photos and comments put at the Gess camp was pretty funny and nice. And my Fren actually confessed to a girl tat he loves her..lol He is brave man i would say. I hoe tat my arm and shoulder injury would get well soon man...
Gdbye

Back from camp at last...so funny and happy

I just came back from camp yesterday and principal meet the parents session cum prize givin ceremony....I am goin to share my camp experience wif u all...
In the mornin woke up as 1 of the earliest of my frens and went to sch wif all of my camping frens..got onto the bus which is quite borin and when we all took the ferry, most of the students got seasick because of the rough sea and eventually vommited..got into our grp and went to do our cip prog...quite fun after that and my frens and I played with a ball which must be blowned up wif air...Quire fun and some of my frens made use of the ball to bully one of my classmates...after that went to bath and went back to our dorm and we played ...so freaking fun cus we went and bodyslammed each other ^_^..so fun and ate at another table wif 3 of my another frens cus nt enuf space..and i had to eat alone ...so borin sia. Nightime was fun and we slept so late cus my frens and I kept playin. The second day was so tiring cus had to wake up early for sampan rowing. Sang the national anthem and the pledge cus my principal wanted us to do it. Went to prepare for camp and went for sampam rowin and it was so fun... And i got wet but nt as wet as some of my classmates...went to wash up and went for sandcastle building and learnt some lessens like must not be rash and the last part was so funny cus my frens go and make a sculpture of me wif my two (tings)..so funny and on the first day we played wif the stickers durin cip prog..another funny joke...Then went to eat lunch and went on to treasure hunt which was fun and i got aliitle bit sick cus I had a aliitle bit of a headache. Went to a place which was very windy and cooling and my frens went and caught some small crabs. Went to coconut tree climbing after that and when I actually fitted into the harness and when i climbed, the first few times were unsucessful cus i couldnot get a gd grip and I went to another tree and climbed..My frens were surprised at y i went there and cheered for me and i really need to thank everybody for the support they have given me and after that we went to eat dinner and checked into the hotel rooms which was pretty lousy cus it does nt have the basic nessities..went to campfire and it was pretty fun. at the last day,i woke up wif quite a headache. we went to pack our stuff and went to sing the national anthem and said the pledge...we then went to the sch again to say gdbye and to give them some presents. After that we went to take a gruelling bus ride and went for some shopping which only interested me in some tings but i did not buy anyting except for some snacks and drinks. After that we went to the ferry terminal and bade gdbye to instructor jie min and robin(at the campsite bcus he needed to follow the sec 4's to climb up a mountain)...so sad and happy...The ferry ride was borin man and no kid...after that went to take a coach back to sch for the principal meet the parents session cum prize giving ceremony. It was quite borin and I was very hungry and when I went on top to collect my prize for best in science and history,I tink i got the loudest clap and cheers from everywhere and saw my last year classmates smilling so brightly and I even saw the principcal looking so happy and smilling and went talked to somebody. I want to thank everybody who cheered for me yesterday..I really appreciated it. This is the most summarised version of my camp and principal meet the parents session. Gdbye and I really nid to go and revise for my common tests next fri and i really had a fun camp

What the...

My ace camp is tmr and i haven prepare everyting!!!There are still tings here n there which i nid to take and there are alot of tests next week to revise for!!! So many tests...looks like i have to burn the midnight oil like what i did yesterday bcus I drank the nescafe coffee...Phew super potent sia... one wrong move and i would had have to stay up the whole night like what happened to my bro 2 yrs b4....Hope tat my ace amp to bintan will be fun ^_^

Phew.....Tiring days

I just rushed through abt 7 to 8 homeworkand there are tests comming up soon and there's also my tution homework...I have so many homework!!! Almost exhausted all of my energy...I hope i can rest during my ace camp which starts on wed and ends on friday...Why must everyday be so tiring??? I hope i can just take a break from homework and rest man...Hope everyting will go smoothly during my ace camp. Since my new sch principal came, she changed everyting...even the core values..ccas..etc.

The Change...

I did not even noe tat my voice had change so much during the holidays...I oni noticed it during yesterday when i had my cca....It has changed so much and I oso realised that i had lost quite some weight recently bcus my sch pants which was customed pant kept falling down even though i buttoned the pants to the max...Sch is alittle boring cus my frens are nt in the same class as me. Whats worring me the most now is my injury on both of my arms n shoulders...It hurts alot if u exert your hands too hard...Gdbye