Where memories linger

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2011-12-13T08:26:00.000-08:00

Hehe, I don't really know what kind of life am i leading now because I am still haven't really gotten that certain feel* of mine yet... So, I try to spend some time at home trying to workout and train my body in the worst possible way ever so as to become stronger and hopefully not do much funny stuff. But somehow I always find some weird pimples on the muscle parts which I really train..hahas...There one thing I have done which I had stopped long ago and that is meditate. Whenever I meditate, I can finally cool down and be myself again and start to slowly gain back my skills... Meditation at least helps me to stay in reality and not drift off to my illusions... And now I'm just stuck at home doing my usual stuff and my aunt and mom are thinking of sending me to a psychologist or some doctor becus they ALWAYS try to get me pissed at them and I don't act as per normal in front of them becus of that.... I really feel that it's screwed man. And I'm sort of protecting myself from them becus I overheard my aunt talking abt it Well, this is goodbye... For now =D

Changes...

2011-11-21T23:10:00.000-08:00

I am kind of ashamed of myself ever since O'shave ended. The mind barriers that I had put in place are still there in my mind. I really want to remove those barriers so that I can be normal again. But everytime I tried to be my normal self I would end up falling prey to those mental barriers. It's realli hard trying to remove those barriers because I had used those barriers to protect and defend myself from danger. Maybe I would just try to switch back to being a right brainer and just do things normally. All this is just screwed up.If someone tries to challenge me mentally, I would make sure that they would fall prey under my mental traps... Some of the traps are simple and nice but some are just deadly... Depends on the nature of the situation. But I guess I have to remove those barriers completely and activate them IF I am in danger...Haix...I have also changed my diet due to my screwed up mom and she is trying to control my gaming life and life using her screwed up medical brain which I realli hate. Seriously, not everyone including me likes this kind of thing and perhaps I have inherited this personality from her. Dammit!!!! Goodbye and I WILL fulfill one of my promise to my good friend

Life during O's

2011-11-21T22:49:00.000-08:00

Wow I have forgotten how long has it been since I was away from blogging. I have just finished my O-Levels a week ago and I'm really not happy duringthe O-Level period.I knew that my results were kinna bad and I knew that I had to take drastic actions in order to turn things around.I was really very determined to be the overall underdog this time around and really prove my school around and give everyone a huge surprise. I had finally regained back that kind of concentration that I used to have when I was in lower secondary but I have ignored or overlooked one thing-FRIENDSHIP! I was so desperate and determined and I had lost sight and almost lost my friendship with my friends. There was one thing which I did to mind which was realli unforgivalble,against normal circumstances* and come asa surprise to many people around me. I manipulated the hatred inside my body and I exploited it to force my whole body to study. It was just hell because those thoughts had filled my whole mind with anger and regret.Whenever I knew that I had lost marks during a paper,My whole body would just get very frustrated for why didn't I get that particular question correct and stuff. One of the worst came during the e-maths paper 2 where I fell sick.I realli had no choice but to manipulate a kind of devilish function inside of me to survive the paper.I was prepared to risk my health and everything for the paper and I realli almost did. And the rest of the period was just shitty man. I realli didn't like it.But overall I'm just glad that it's over. But now, how can I get back to my friends and integrate into society again?

Deep In concentration

2011-06-11T11:05:00.000-07:00

Finally after such a long time, I have regain back my fateful and serious concentration back in my eyes again. But the only thing is that I feel that my whole personality is gonna change because of the new found* concentration in my eyes. Perhaps this is part of growing up. But at least I can do some useful stuffs now :D. Now the only thing that I don't really hope for is to overwork my body again till I lose myself in some deep shit again. I really don't want to take some stupid chances again and be a failure. I want to at least do some useful things in life. Perhaps I put too much thought into my eyes now. But seriously, I feel kind of empty, solemn and kind of sad with a tinge of happiness in myself right now. Hmmm..... I really think that this june holiday is really gonna change me forever~

Unhappiness

2011-05-06T22:57:00.000-07:00

I never thought that I would return back to my blog. Maybe it's because I haven't realli been using it :/ .... So much have happened this few days. I hav finally stepped down from my cca activities and i feel so great about it =D ... But i have to focus on studies sia. I'm realli not nhappy about my chinese prelim results cause I noe that i coud hav gotten much higher!!!!!!!!!!! I'm also nt happy wif my mom cus she perposely told me my maths test results when i DUN WANT HER TOO!!!!!!!! HATE HER LAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm realli unhappy but i dun't wanna express myself. It is either people noe that I'm unhappy then they dun wanna do anyting abt it or they realli dun noe that I'm realli unhappy becus i always keep my sadness and unhappiness under wraps my smiles. But I guess that i need some time to recover from this trauma and then i will slowly go hardcore and win some bitches and realli show ppl what I'm realli made of! But i realli nid a break now :/ That's it for now

2011

2011-01-27T17:22:00.000-08:00

This is the start of the new year and I still don't know whether will it go rite for me... This is the final year in secondary school for me. I have made a resolution that I would not procrastinate anyway but I keep having a weird feeling in my soul like something unexpected will always happen to me in this fateful year 2011. I hope that I will do well in both my studies and CCA but the only sad thing is that despite all my hardwork in my cca, I still don't get recognise for what I did. I don't whether issit because of last year the national police annual parade in which I wanted to quit because of my studies then they have a bad impression on me. Or was it because of one of my fren which cause my downfall which is like a teacher's pet. :/.... He never realli do anything and yet he gets nomitated for every mother fking gd ting in the cca and yet there are a few people like me who nvr get nominated for anything at all. I am not jealous or anyting because I noe that this kindof stuff is abit screwed up since last year so I will just try my best in both my my studies and CCA,.a ahaope that I can do as well as my brother man as to not let my parents look down on me and also not to let anyone down....

Hahas

2010-11-27T04:00:00.000-08:00

Yes, I hav finally completed my holiday homework and can slack and focus on what I want like CCA and slacking

It's been so long........

2010-08-13T21:10:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since I last used com or internet to do tings.....There are so many toublesome tings goin on in my mind now :(....I was angry and sad for don't noe how many countless times....Somemore I have been made to stay back in sch till 6.30pm every weekday juz to study!!!!!!!! I can oni go when I have tution all tis.'..So unfair!!!!!!!1 It's nt as if I'm back in my studies or anyting....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....And still nid to do so many tings :(

Return back to sch...Sianzzz...

2010-06-29T04:53:00.000-07:00

The sch holidays has ended and sch for the 1st day was quite fun cus it was very slack...Played around alot and the new canteen food available at the canteen cus the other vendors was acker unreasonably.....But sch today was quite fun and I suddenly fell sick and I 'm nt feeling much better man :(......

Hmmm.... :D

2010-05-24T03:24:00.000-07:00

It's been such a long time since I last posted someting. At last my exams are over and can slack for awhile now before I continue with my usual life....My results are oni okok not that gd....But at least can go out slack man XD....but slacking too much can be seriously boring!...But playing my psp can always be my remedy since it's fixed XD....Haha....But there's two tings I like...Is going out with my friends and slacking off :D

Sianz......

2010-04-16T04:01:00.000-07:00

CCA step down creremony has ended and sec 3's have now taken over their ccas...This is whr hell truly begins for sec 3's...plus still must totally concentrate on my studies to pull my marks to as high as my marks last year....So hard and tiring....PLus tis year cross country the competition is so fierce wif the bball boys which r super fast r running...Last year they did not run bcus of comp...Comp so fierce man...Luckily I am doin duty....Few reasons is bcus of my shoulder injury and I oso cnt run fast cnt get anyting at all....Plus still got some ppl not happy bcus of cca posting results...I am taking sec 2s wif waikin and zachary and some taking sec 1s tis year n next year...so many conflicts for nthing man....

Bad luck....

2010-02-17T03:19:00.000-08:00

I have suffered from a whole week of bad luck man...so unlucky man....Still everything is still nt goin my way....So unlucky and I am goin to double up what I have done man....So unlucky....Strangely enuf...I feel someting strange in my heart man...Nvm but yings r still very hectic for me!!!!!!!!!! Screwes man...Sian....Everyday is so BORING!!!!!!!!!
Gdbye..wait for my next post...

Tired....

2010-02-12T03:21:00.000-08:00

Today was my total defence day and it was pretty tiring man...even though I did have to participate in the skip....But still must wear uniform all day....Furthermore, I was kept busy all day until at night then I was free to prepare my uniform and make my fake batons....N to polish my boots of cus....Thus I slept at abt 2am at night....Strange thing is for some reason,I woke up at 5am for nothing man...N brush my teeth and wash my face....Then When I rested,I almost got up late bcus I overrested cus I oni slept for 3 hrs....So tired...I still must revise my work...I actually did not have to slp yesterday if I had revised my schwork man then I decided to go to slp or my parents will confirm scold me to hell...My past few days was quite unlucky man...SUPER SUAY MAN cus nthing went the way I wanted and I almost got into trouble wif a teacher....Don't want to talk abt it.....Gdbye

So busy.....

2010-02-08T02:39:00.000-08:00

My results are cetainly not looking gd for me man....They are not my idea results...and i heard from my fren that must score 70 percent or more or i wil drop back NA...WTH...even some express pupils cnt get 70percent man...Those who get is top few percent man....Furthermore I am kept busy with both CCA and schoolwork man....There is so many things that I will be kept busy Till the end of my Mid-year-Examinations...Shit man...So busy!!! Somemore since I have my cca annual parade which fall on my AP days, I will have to study my sciences:Biology and Chemistry. Now I will have to do those worksheets and then brush up on my other subjects....shit lah....I will have to show my true work and determination which I had not use for quite some time....I will have to study everyday and brush up on watever I nid in order to score higher....

Busy......And fun man ^_^

2010-02-01T03:46:00.000-08:00

Aiya...my common tests are comming man and I am goin to be busy 100% man wif schoolwork,CCA and common tests....I wonder how am i goin to manage all tat and furthermore my arm injury is comming back and i don't noe how to treat it man...Even my mother cannot do anyting abt it...Looks like I have to deal wif it all alone man even if is takes me 4ever to treat it.Sec 3 life is very tiring man wif cca and school work pilling up day by day. I really have to go full swing into serious concentration mode man if I want to graduate at sec 4 wif my classmates now....And The photos and comments put at the Gess camp was pretty funny and nice. And my Fren actually confessed to a girl tat he loves her..lol He is brave man i would say. I hoe tat my arm and shoulder injury would get well soon man...
Gdbye

Back from camp at last...so funny and happy

2010-01-29T20:50:00.000-08:00

I just came back from camp yesterday and principal meet the parents session cum prize givin ceremony....I am goin to share my camp experience wif u all...
In the mornin woke up as 1 of the earliest of my frens and went to sch wif all of my camping frens..got onto the bus which is quite borin and when we all took the ferry, most of the students got seasick because of the rough sea and eventually vommited..got into our grp and went to do our cip prog...quite fun after that and my frens and I played with a ball which must be blowned up wif air...Quire fun and some of my frens made use of the ball to bully one of my classmates...after that went to bath and went back to our dorm and we played ...so freaking fun cus we went and bodyslammed each other ^_^..so fun and ate at another table wif 3 of my another frens cus nt enuf space..and i had to eat alone ...so borin sia. Nightime was fun and we slept so late cus my frens and I kept playin. The second day was so tiring cus had to wake up early for sampan rowing. Sang the national anthem and the pledge cus my principal wanted us to do it. Went to prepare for camp and went for sampam rowin and it was so fun... And i got wet but nt as wet as some of my classmates...went to wash up and went for sandcastle building and learnt some lessens like must not be rash and the last part was so funny cus my frens go and make a sculpture of me wif my two (tings)..so funny and on the first day we played wif the stickers durin cip prog..another funny joke...Then went to eat lunch and went on to treasure hunt which was fun and i got aliitle bit sick cus I had a aliitle bit of a headache. Went to a place which was very windy and cooling and my frens went and caught some small crabs. Went to coconut tree climbing after that and when I actually fitted into the harness and when i climbed, the first few times were unsucessful cus i couldnot get a gd grip and I went to another tree and climbed..My frens were surprised at y i went there and cheered for me and i really need to thank everybody for the support they have given me and after that we went to eat dinner and checked into the hotel rooms which was pretty lousy cus it does nt have the basic nessities..went to campfire and it was pretty fun. at the last day,i woke up wif quite a headache. we went to pack our stuff and went to sing the national anthem and said the pledge...we then went to the sch again to say gdbye and to give them some presents. After that we went to take a gruelling bus ride and went for some shopping which only interested me in some tings but i did not buy anyting except for some snacks and drinks. After that we went to the ferry terminal and bade gdbye to instructor jie min and robin(at the campsite bcus he needed to follow the sec 4's to climb up a mountain)...so sad and happy...The ferry ride was borin man and no kid...after that went to take a coach back to sch for the principal meet the parents session cum prize giving ceremony. It was quite borin and I was very hungry and when I went on top to collect my prize for best in science and history,I tink i got the loudest clap and cheers from everywhere and saw my last year classmates smilling so brightly and I even saw the principcal looking so happy and smilling and went talked to somebody. I want to thank everybody who cheered for me yesterday..I really appreciated it. This is the most summarised version of my camp and principal meet the parents session. Gdbye and I really nid to go and revise for my common tests next fri and i really had a fun camp

What the...

2010-01-26T02:55:00.000-08:00

My ace camp is tmr and i haven prepare everyting!!!There are still tings here n there which i nid to take and there are alot of tests next week to revise for!!! So many tests...looks like i have to burn the midnight oil like what i did yesterday bcus I drank the nescafe coffee...Phew super potent sia... one wrong move and i would had have to stay up the whole night like what happened to my bro 2 yrs b4....Hope tat my ace amp to bintan will be fun ^_^

Phew.....Tiring days

2010-01-25T02:50:00.000-08:00

I just rushed through abt 7 to 8 homeworkand there are tests comming up soon and there's also my tution homework...I have so many homework!!! Almost exhausted all of my energy...I hope i can rest during my ace camp which starts on wed and ends on friday...Why must everyday be so tiring??? I hope i can just take a break from homework and rest man...Hope everyting will go smoothly during my ace camp. Since my new sch principal came, she changed everyting...even the core values..ccas..etc.

The Change...

2010-01-15T20:39:00.000-08:00

I did not even noe tat my voice had change so much during the holidays...I oni noticed it during yesterday when i had my cca....It has changed so much and I oso realised that i had lost quite some weight recently bcus my sch pants which was customed pant kept falling down even though i buttoned the pants to the max...Sch is alittle boring cus my frens are nt in the same class as me. Whats worring me the most now is my injury on both of my arms n shoulders...It hurts alot if u exert your hands too hard...Gdbye

Tiring!!!!

2010-01-11T02:02:00.000-08:00

Express life is really very difficult becaue there is alot of things which i still don't noe n sec 3 life is really very boring bcus oni one of my classmates is wif me in the class...Borin....Homework are given every single day and so much!!! N it is so hard to compete wif my new classmates....I hope tat I can do well in this class...My lucky thing was tat the edusave scholarship award money tat i received was 650 dollars!!! Tats a huge amount man. My father tells me to withdraw half of it from the bank cus it's a cheuque n has to be disposited 1st n i don't noe wat to do wif it!! It's such a huge amount even though it's half of the money....Phew...school days r really getting tougher n tougher man...Expecially when my maths is not really gd...

New year with New beginnings

2010-01-01T23:42:00.000-08:00

It's finally the start of a new year and almost everything has been going well for me so far...Still have some minor things to take care of b4 my sch term start.. so frustrating sia...luckily almost all my hw has been finished alrdy n don't nid to worry much. For this year, I am going to work extremely hard bcus i am transfering to express and I am going to score as high as I can n furthermore,I am preparing for the start of the new sch year...I have almmost everything ready to start of the new sch year....I really hope that everything will go smoothly for me this year or I'm doomed for sure.....New term...Here I come and I am going to start anew to begin off the wonderful year...

Aiya...disaster

2009-12-29T02:17:00.000-08:00

My family trip to china was lik a stupid disaster bcus my retarted auntie was there to ruin it...She does'nt noe how to do anyting n still act big n i was freaking unlucky througout the trip n I don't really wan to go on another family trip again sia n I am having a stupid string of ba luck. N school's starting soon n i hope all will go on smoothly in school cus i got everyting ready. I really hav a weird habit of remmembering things n experimenting wif stuff.

Now i am going to tell u abt my stay in hongkong even though it's been so long

2009-12-11T02:27:00.000-08:00

Day 1: Met with my frens whose parents took me to the airport. Went to eat a few things...My fren's parents treated us.
Then we went to the wrong place to meet u. lucky nothig happened n During the flight, my frens n i almost never write the immirgration form.
Then we alighted at the airport,Phew there was a gap in between the connected and the breeze was very cooling bcus i nvr wear my jacket.
went to eat at my hotel"s restaurant....Food still okok and i hate TEA!!!
Went to the golden bauhinia square, Phew my hands were freezing and couldn't take any gd pictures.Then we went to the victoria peak and it was a chilling 14 degrees man. Our last destination for the day was the repulse bay..It was also very cold n i Bought a few things.
Went to eat dinner
Day 2: Went and ate a buffet bfast cus i did not ate supper.
Then went to a primary sch to visit them and their uniform groups...They remind me of my pri sch days and the childern r very cute and the sch is veery nicely built.
Went to eat lunvh at a local restaurant. The went to take a cable car to Ngong ping n went up the great budha...So cold n i bcame a terrorise-like figure bcus it was very cold. Can breathe out smoke.
Took cable car back n went to shop and i oni bought a shirt bcus i did not hav much much money. Afterthat went to eat dinner at local restaurant. My fen n i went to buy supper which was instant noodles with our shorts, we were freezing to death.
Day 3: Went to eat bfast n then went to disneyland to play the whole day. It was very fun i should not hav take the roller coaster...Went to eat luch inside there n the food was not bad. Joel n I slept at the restaurants while the otheres went repeatedly to the roller coasters. After that, we went to the Mongkok night night market to shop..Bought quite a few things including a watch.
Day 4(Last day): Hotel morning bfast n then went to take our luggage out n then went to ocean park for the whole day. My frens n I went to take 4 rides n ate lunch there. We then went out of our last destination n then to the airport. Went to check in our luggage n then went to the check in place n waited for flight which was delayed for an hour n the tour leader showed us trices n we ate a few thing s cus we r very hungry n played card till the flight. Bade gdbye to Hongkong n went to take the flight..Starving to death on the flight till dinner was served on th plane super late abt 11 plus am.

Thats all for my trip......:p n tks to the tour Guide James for guiding us n tour leader Jonathan for sharing with us abt your army days.

Sry...something caught up...Actually this is part 2(or part3)...Enjoy

2009-11-27T22:01:00.000-08:00

The dolphins r so talented

At 1 time, This rubbish walked around!! I was so stunned that that rubbish bin could walk!!!

Funny thing is Joel n me slept in disneyland for abt 1 or more hours n It was his birthday!!!!

Here r the (Part 2) Photo's...Enjoy

2009-11-27T21:13:00.000-08:00

A picture of my squadmates n me....James help took the photo

A picture of Xun Hao...James(the tour guide) n Joel

The picture of the Great budda(i don't noe how to spell)...It was so difficult tp climb up those steps!!!! n it was so cold there......

Ethan wif that "smile"

Joel....Yo

It's been a while..... This r picture's which i took during my HK trip n My Ace camp...Enjoy(Part1)

2009-11-27T20:45:00.000-08:00

The picture of the sec 3s on the cable car.....Hehe

From left...Xun Hao....Down is Galvin n top right is Rishi.... Their picture was taken by ethan n i go purposely tok their pic ^-^

This was the school I visited during my trip to hongkong. They r so well behaved unliked My primary school n their rows r so neat man. I was quite appalled.....

This is just 1 of my group photo which the whole group of us went to hongkong n took together.... every1 is so happy but y is hongtah being left out??? Strange.

I could finally upload this photo to my blog.... It's been abt a month or more since i attended my sec 2 ace camp.

2009-11-13T02:39:00.000-08:00

This is just 1 of my class photo... It was taken at the last day of school n It is my last class photo together with my classmate n form teacher......It has alot of warmt n feelings in it....................... Almost every1 is happy n playful

So tiring.... N so excited

2009-11-13T02:06:00.000-08:00

Stupid sia... Even when it is the sch holidays I still must come back to school almost every weekday for cca or studies sia..... So tiring... I can oni sleep properly at weekends sia.... Even when i do not hav to go to sch on a weekdays, I got woken up by my bro or my parents... So freaking irritating sia. I still have 2 streams of Hw TO DO N I HAVEN EVEN STARTED.... I nid to do both the express n NA holiday hw which is lik a dam hell lot...... Anyway.... I still must pack my luggage to go for a hongkong trip which lasts from next tues to fri n I still nid to wake up early on tat day n I still nid to go to sch early next mon.... So tiring but I am looking forward to tat trip... I hope I can buy alot of things n enjoy myself on tis trip rather than what i hav experience on my last overseas trip. Time for peace n tranquility to happen around here N I am not going to let others to bully my frens next year.... If they take the chance to bully them when i am not around, They r so dead meat.

End of school.... Even more tiring sia

2009-10-30T03:55:00.000-07:00

Even though it is end of sch.... I have tons of holiday hw bcus i nid to do both the express n the NA holiday hw which makes me busy at least haf of the holiays man. I received so many people's advice until it got me confused.... Eventually i went to a sourse which i tink suits me alittle bit. I STILL WAN TO BUY MY PHONE!!!! I nid to do so many tings during the holidays...... HELP! I will really miss my classmates bcus they hav been wif me for so long.... But i can always meet up wif them to play..... Next year i will have to really giv my 100% attention in my studies liao.... I will have to brush up my languages wif i can at least be on spar wif the express students. I will have to buy a board to write down wat i nid to do in the holiays...... super tiring sia...... Time to change into a hardworking person. There are so many things flooding in my mind........... Problems after problems

All is great but...........

2009-10-29T03:20:00.000-07:00

Things seemed to be goin smoothly for me so far.... Even though my final results came out, I was not really surprised anyway cus i knew that i would get 2nd in class..... That was all i predicted.... I thought that the 1st 3 in the level r goin to express n me, being the 4th can get 1st in the level.... But nvr would i expect that there would be a change in plans..... The principal has decided to let the top 10% in the level but we must study very hard n chose our options wisely so that it will not jeopardise our own studies.... Somemore we still must hav an eng exam in 9th nov sia. Somemore we must hav remedials so that we can keep up wif the express students..... There is so much goin in my mind that i am goin to lose track of them very soon. Still got cca activities n overseas trips wif my cca n my family n I must buy alot of things b4 my sec 3 life starts...... I am starting to feel a little nostalgic abt everything that has happened..... Everything has happened n they r gone but i still keep then in my memories.

Relieved.........

2009-09-08T04:03:00.000-07:00

It will be my last post until the end of my exams..... Aiya... My birthday is on 12 sept and i don't noe wat to do on my birthday? Should i just go out wif my frens or sta at home and revise for my exams? Anyway, I wish tat i will get gd marks for my exams and hopefully go to sec 3 best NA class. My plan is if i don't lik my class, i will just ask for a transfer to a class which i like. If oni i get gd results. Anyway i just wan to pass my exams with flying colours and get to sec 3. I also hope i can save up enuf money to go to beijing wif my family and buy all he tings i wan. Hehe. I shall post again at the end of my exams. Hope tat i will not make any careless mixtake tis time.

STRESS OUT!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!

2009-09-07T02:24:00.000-07:00

Sian sia. My exams r comming in 3 weeks n i will have to revise lik hell cus tis is the streaming year. I still don't noe whether to go to a gd class anot sia. go gd class got alot of clever ppl n bastarts too. I don't wan to get stress out cus i got tons n tons of headaches when i am stressed!!!!!!!!! Somemore my cca promotion test is comming. bcus i failed the last promo test, i will have to really pass tis promotion test sia. I really seriously want to pass!!!!!! Looks like i will hav to really giv it wat i hav got tis time to surprise every1 nmake miricle happen!!!!!! Its wat i lik to do best ^_^. Haha.. Lolz

STRESS OUT!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!

2009-09-07T02:16:00.000-07:00

My exams are comming in 3 more weeks and i have so many subjects to study!!!!!! Help sia. N somemore i don't noe whether to go to a gd class anot sia.... go gd class is gd but gt alot of smart ppl sia. I don't wan to stress myself out!!!! I will get tons and tons of headache when i'm stressed out!!!!!! Somemore, I still have hav my cca promotion test next week sia, so hard to pass, i failed my last 1 so i must confirm pass tis 1 or sure die sia. I also nid to revise for my exams and promotion test. So hard sia. looks like i have to give it all i have got tis time n shock every1 in my exams liao. So stress but i am determined to make a miricle!!!!! It's wat i do best..... haha lolz

Strange??? n Eventful

2009-08-31T02:47:00.000-07:00

Hi. Some strange tings n gd tings have happened to me. I really feel tat it is true tat when ur right eye suddenly blink, someting bad will happen to u n when ur left eye sudenly blinks, someting bad will happen to u. I seriously belive it is true bcus recently when my right eye suddenly blink, someting bad will happens to me n when my left my blinks, someting super gd always happens to me. Today i have a teachers day celebration n it went really while except for some areas here n there. My class was kind of cooperative n overall i really lik the celebration. N when i visited my pri sch today, it has really changed alot but the canteen stalls didn't change much n i can still see someparts of the sch was untouch n still the same when i left my pri sch. I still got tat old feeling of the pri sch days when i stepped into the sch n walked around. I tink there wasn't any new teachers except there is a new principle. The end........... Hope i will post soon if i have the time cus my exams r comming soon.

Eventful Life

2009-08-31T02:37:00.000-07:00

Wow i wonder how long it has been since i last posted. Btw my life has been very interesting so far in all my life. Especially in my sec sch. My class is more cooperative i tink, and recently my classmates really treated each other like their own family members n my class really bonded quite alot, furthermore it is the first time in my life since i saw my class bonded so well. I am quite happy n excited to see what will hapen in the future, anyway, i still finding a way to try to get the girls n boys in my class n the diff groups of ppl to bond n really mix wif each other, lik tat, it will really feel lik a real class n we can all enjoy studying together. I tink tat it is really true tat a sch is lik a second home. Furthermore i am still very excited abt what will happen when all my exams tis year finished once n for all.

Oh man Sec 2.....

2009-02-07T00:11:00.000-08:00

Sec 2 life is so tiring sia expecialy when there is alot of test one 1 week.this week most of the teachers say next week expecially monday got alot,and furthermore,yesterday during cca,we were having a total defence rehearsal and we were talking and other things and after that, we got punished bcus of that.It is bcus we are sec 2.And, ppl wan to noe tis blog name........ I hope tey won't spam on it.Furthermore,i very long nvr update liao so nvr mind.....

hi.... sry for not posting for so long and i just got back from overseas and i got sick on te 4th,5th or 6th day right to te last day!!!!

2008-11-24T02:49:00.000-08:00

Hi... i am back from overseas(china) i shall tell u wat happened while i was in china from te first day onwards 1st day......... my family and i went to changi airport to wait for our flight to china and when we can check in, my mother haven even reach te airport,so,my siblings and went and call our mother to rush to te airport.... after a long time, my mother came to te airport and we all went to q up and check our luggages in and went into te room whr we wait for our flight to china..... after a short wait, we went into te aeroplane and wait for our flight and wait for te flight to end at china..... after a long time, my family and i arrived at te china airport and there was some1 shouting out CTS,ASA..... tat was te tour guide which will be telling us abt te scenery we will be visiting for te next 7 to 8 days...... te tour guide lead us to te bus which we will be sitting on while going to all the scenery... te tour guide name is Qin aka ido ido.... the decendent of te first emperor Qin sihhuang......... byebye, i will tell u te rest of my stories in china another day........

Oh man..... so tired sia!!!

2008-10-29T04:23:00.000-07:00

Today,i had a class outing wif my friends at 10 am at vivocity and we decided to meet up at a bus stop and go there together. at around 8.45am. By te time we got there, it was abt 9.10 to 9.15 am, there was only a few ppl and we ask them whr tey r and tey go say tey went to my class math remedial!!! furthermore, tey said tat tey would b release at 10.30am sia!!! 1 more ting to add on, te cinema which we decided to go and watch a movie called HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 was not even open!! then my frien and i waited and waited until abt 11 am then tey come sia............ freak them lah. We had to rush to buy te tickets and te popcorn and everyting. We rushed inside te cinema to watch te movie and my cca squadmates kept calling and msging me say tat today issit go collect te t-shirt which we bought. I replied them dono lah or anyting like tat and tey kept asking blah blah blah. After all tat, i watched te movie peacefully wif my classmates. After we watched te movie, we decided to go to te arcade to play and we saw more of our classmates but all girls lah. Then i ask and say abt te t-shirt. After we went to te arcade, we went our seperate ways and i decided to go bk to sch cus i need to do 1 cca ting sia........... I helped my frien pay te t-shirt but there were some troubles wich u would not wanna noe. My cca senior said tat if my friens wnvr pay me bk te money, tey told me to tell tem and don act frien frien wif them and i paid te money and went home to rest and eat my lunch................. tats all for a tiring day, BB

OH MAN...... sian sia..... SCH HOLIDAYS R HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-24T05:04:00.000-07:00

Y must fridays be so dam sian sia.... Te tv channels in te morning gt nothing 1 lah..... only gt a load of crappy shows. Speaking of which, te sch holidays r here,my sch teachers vry pro sia, give hw and somemore, but not alot lah... i can still handle and my geog teacher for next year gave us hw tat i don evem noe how to do sia..... somemore part of CA1 sia.... die alrdy....... My cca is going to buy a unity t-shirt sia, i don noe how it will look like sia and i wonder can i fit in it anot? My bloody friend to spam and XL me on msn, i am so gonna get him when sch reopens next year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE is gonna die under my mighthy fists!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE TE CHANNELS IN TE MORNING R MORE INTERSTING AND NOT SO BORING!!!!!!!!!! BB

WOW

2008-10-17T04:41:00.000-07:00

My results very wat sia................ mt math and sc got te same mark sia and my chinese actually improved!!!!!!!!!! My chinese and my d&t also gt te same mark 66sia and i today hav my cca training sia.... We practised pegging and i si bei suay sia...... when i was pegging havway,my peg accidently hit my head sia!!! It was painful for awhile and then not so pain lah but still gt te pain and furthermore,when my friend help me peg, i help him hold te peg and he accidently hit my hand with te peg, nw still hav te bruise sia but not so pain lah.... Today is two of my classmates birthday, 1 of them is IAN and te other is cassandra......... how lucky sia... both of them hav te same birthday, some of my other classmates hav te same birthday also and my birthday is on te 12th of september. hehe i am 2nd oldest in te sep group.... Te oldest in te sep group is an XL dog........... hehe tats it for today....BB

I am so happy(2)

2008-10-15T03:56:00.000-07:00

Today my teachers give back te results for the math SA2 paper,i was so happy!!!!!!!!! My math marks is 75,which is an A1!!!!!!!! My 3rd A1 for my SA2 EOY examinations!!! I was so dam happy tat i actually scored 3A1s for my exam bfore sia.......... i hav never gt so many much marks in 1 exam bfore!!!!!! ONE of te best days i had in my life!!!!! But when my eng teacher gave back te eng paper, i was so sad..... i only gt 55marks.......... i actually lost to my friend who almost always lose to me ............... so sad sia. But my chinese i hope i can win him cus my cl teacher haven show us our total SA2 marks yet and i only lose to him by half a mark. He always every time win me at chinese 1 cus my chi very lousy 1..... Still got some more, alot of ppl in my class say tat alot my ppl in our class fail te literature Sa2 exam sia........... Hope i got pass sia........... Tats all for today, someother time i shall write again,BB

I am so happy

2008-10-14T03:21:00.000-07:00

Today my teachers give back te exam papers to check our exam marks.... I am so happy bcause i scored te highest for 2 subjects sia......... tat is sc and history!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am happy cause my sc scored 75marks and it is an A1 sia........ nobody scored an A2 and i am te only 1 who scored above A2 and it is an A1 i am so happy tat i could celebrate and party all te way. My history is te other sub which i scored te highest and i am most happy abt tis sub cus i scored a freaking high 89 marks sia... I am super happy and te teacher say moderate our marks and then giv 2 more marks, i then i dam happy cus then i scored a high 91 marks sia..... siok like hell, all my friens say me study all day long issit and i replied them a yes and my frienz said tat y i scored so high sia........ so pro and some of them said tat y don i giv them some of my brain to use and y don i giv tem some marks........ i am a bit sad cus my chinese and eng did not scored so high sia, my cl paper 1 /70 i only scored 37 and my paper 2 /80 i only scored 59 only sia. My eng paper 2 my eng teach giv out which is /80 i only scored 52 sia...... so suay i make so many mistake sia and i even lose to my frien which i almost everytime win him 1 sia, he scored 55 sia.......... so unlucky like siao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now i need to hope my other subs get very high then i can score very high for my eoy paper and get into top 10. today my cca suddenly cancelled sia, my cca senior say gt 1 tem tey suddenly say dun hav cus my cca teach say today dunhav......... freak lah and i thought today hav cca 1 sia........... Nw i can keep playing my psp,slp and watch tv and hope tat my results r gd................ ^.^

SO SIOK LAH

2008-10-09T04:31:00.000-07:00

Exams r finally over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time to relax...... enjoy te nice fresh air after all tat revising for exams. My tution all over liao until next year........... so sad and cnt see them unless meet up wif them to play or watch movie.......... My sch gt activities for us but i dono wan to go anot leh..... so sian. Ccas r going to start again sia........... sure die bcause very tiring and somemore holiday gt cca somemore sia. I am most worried abt my exams sia. dono will pass or fail........... i hope i pass wif flying colours and go on to next year then siok

SO SIOK LAH

2008-10-09T04:21:00.001-07:00

Hi its me justin

2008-09-16T05:35:00.000-07:00

How r u guys doing? R u okay?